Project

Its a wonderful morning at home. I need to stay in the house during the weekend for my broker/dealer license next week. the bad side, is that when I am home alone, sometimes negative feeling can come along... loneliness, being sad for no one ask me to go out. Well, it has always been like that since a long time. But I am determined not to feel that way anymore. I have an awesome beautiful life. although I am alone at times, doesnt mean that I'm lonely.

Speaking of my life here in Jakarta, it was a really exciting, tough, horrible aswell experience 2010. Big changes happened in my life. My busy hectic life in singapore turned into vr quiet nothing to do in jakarta. But i can proudly say that I have settled down. I accepts my life here in Jakarta and I enjoy it now. many negative thoughts about ourselves and others come into our minds when things get tough in life. May be true, may be not, but i choose not to think of it. to get rid of negative thoughts, the best thing is that we replace it into a new ones.

To let my life even brighter, I have set some projects to be done!. every projects can succeed, can also fail.. im scared to fail, but I also want to succeed. hmmmm.... after watching the movie Julie/Julia, i choose to try it on!

I will have a broker/dealer license here in jakarta on 12th of March 2011. I will focus on it this week, and I pray and HAVE to pass the exam!.

after the broker dealer license exam.... I will create 3 projects for myself. Dressmaking project!!!. I will definitely upload the pictures you (whoever u are reading my blog).

Many desires in my heart... and I believe it will come true. dreams are not just for kids.. its for me. and u.

i decide! I will be HAPPY, doesnt matter how others treat me. I am in a competition to do what is right! not expecting others to treat me right! Jesus has treat me right and fair and good for all my life. and He is still now.


Love you all
Ninin