today i am 12 weeks old pregnant, there are so many things that i thought i would do but i didnt do much about it.. :(... like praying very specifically about my baby... although my husband kinda against it, he said we pray for the best of God that would give to us... dont pray like kinda mantra , chanting then God will give...
SO i decided to just pray and let Him know my heart prayers.. :)
my marriage life is so much more solitude than my singlehood.. my husband doesnt like to hang out with other people.. he likes to enjoy his alone time with me or his family.. but sometimes i really want to see other people too.. sometimes i felt its not fair :D.. but my bestfriends are leaving me. i dont know why
one of them due to his own problem. one of them leaving me when i started to conceive.. really dunno why...
i have to admit i had a bad past .. im not a good person ... i really want to say goodbye to my past and started a new... ya sudah lah... mau gimana.. i cannot undone
