2022

 In my Darkest time, Your Light will SHINE.. 

We dont know when our time comes.. the time when we face our dark moments... 

the time when we are hurt by other people.. and the time when we fall in love...

We dont know when our heart is in need of God sometimes.. thats why we pray... we tell Him, we are in need of Him even in the peak of our lives.. 

This moment of CHristmas, His Light shines upon our soul.. the dark gloomy heart has been lightened up.. we have HOPE which is in Christ. 

Fear is inevitable. but Faith is always there for us to grasp. 

in ending.. all I have to say is.. 
Lord, please more of YOU in 2022. amen

Indonesian Crazy Fried Rice

 Crazy Fried Rice. 

Ingridients: 
4 clove of garlic
4 clove of red onion ( small ones)
2 pcs of candlenut/ kemiri ( its ok if you dont have one )
3 pcs of chilli chopped
1-2 pc of beef brastwut sausage
2 pcs of eggs
3 bowl of white rice

mash together:
4 clove of garlic
4 clove of red onion ( small ones)
2 pcs of candlenut/ kemiri ( its ok if you dont have one )

Heat vegetable oil 
put inside all the mash ingridient + chopped chilly
until it smells really good, put aside. 

Sautee beef sausage, and egg ( make it scramble )
Put in the mash ingridients 
Stir, when all seems cooked, 
Put in white rice ( 2-3 bowls / accordingly) 
Stir till all mixed

Put in 2 tbs of Soy Sauce
1 tbs of sweet sauce
2 tbs of tomato sauce
chicken powder stock
and salt ( accordingly) 

Simple Chicken Nabe Soup

 Chicken Nabe Soup

Very Easy comforting soup. 

Sautee 200 gr Chicken thigh with 4 clove of garlic and chopped ginger. 
put aside the chicken when half cooked. 
Put aside the chicken only
Put inside chopped mushroom inside the pan
sautee until brown ( so mushroom flavour will come out ) 
Put back the chicken inside 
Pour 200ml of milk and stir
Pour in 300ml of water 
Put inside vegetables ( usually Chinese cabbage) 
Put inside Water tofu

Put inside
chicken stock powder
salt accodingly. 

* You can put any vegetables you like actually, My version ( in this picture ) since i dont have Chinese cabbage is that i put in mushroom, tofu, beansprout and a little bit of bokchoy :D *

Boncinno July 2021

Some dreams never change :D. 
since im 10 year old, now 36 years old. 
Really hope my creation could be appreciated financially :D

I have no idea how to market it. Only know creating simple somthing ... 

Egg Tofu Omelete

 Simple Cooking 

Egg Tofu Omelete. 

At home, i only have some frozen chickenbreast, egg and japanese tofu. 
I always try to create healthy simple food that I can cook fast yet delicious. 
I will write it down here, so I wont forget 

2 eggs whip in a bowl
Japanese tofu ( i used half portion ) or just put accordingly
1 1/2 table spoon of Soy Sauce
1/2 table spoon of sesame oil
and sprinkles of mushroom broth powder ( or chicken or beef powder will do )
* put everything in a bowl and whip it together

Put olive oil in non sticking pan
Pour on the omelete on in
Pour on green onions .. 
wait until 3 minutes or so... and flip it 

wait on 3 minutes again. then serve

It has always been grace

There is a saying... the Lord is faithfull.. even when we are faithless...

When I read my previous blogs.. and i can remember the whole moments when i wrote those.. i realized i was so messed up in my soul...

I tried so hard to feel secure in life... feel OK with life.. but i wasnt...

I felt judged the whole life.. and pushed to be perfect at all time.. i have so much fear of some people that will overwhelm me to be who they want me to be.

Im tired of being pushed...

there are things in life... i didnt know why it happens in the beginning.. but now it all makes sense...

my heart knows well.. that He is kind to me..
He has a plan. a perfect one for me

all my life... even until now.. I have so much to do list...
But i feel im enough..
im not pushed anymore.. and the person that pushed me so much now, fear of losing me...
because there is someone else who loves me for who i am...

The rough path we go thru, isnt meant for us to be bitter... or to be proud of what we have achieved now...

those paths is for us to build empathy... understanding , love and kindness for others.

People will not feel blessed by us bragging our pride ( read: wealth and achievements)

They feel blessed by us sharing life.

in the end.... or even now...
it has always been Ok....

Malachi 3:10 10 Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the LORD Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that there will not be room enough to store it. Mark 2 1 A few days later, when Jesus again entered Capernaum, the people heard that he had come home. 2 They gathered in such large numbers that there was no room left, not even outside the door, and he preached the word to them. John 10:10 … I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly. John 15:1"I am the true vine, and My Father is the vinedresser. 2 "Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit. 3 "You are already clean because of the word which I have spoken to you. 4 "Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me. 5 "I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. Mark 2 22And no one pours new wine into old wineskins. Otherwise, the wine will burst the skins, and both the wine and the wineskins will be ruined. No, they pour new wine into new wineskins.” When There is Jesus... There will be abundance.. He is not a God who is "just to get by" kinda God. He wears the best linen of His time. its so clear that He came to gave us life.. an abundant life. Many people perceived the verse as in for other things than financial. I believe it is. but He wont let us always be a "striving financially Christian". or a mediocre when we can be the BEST . but it is also our JOB to be the VESSEL or the NEW WINE CASE... always be ready to renew ourselves.. ready to change... ready to receive...